khod ra gom karde am.......

be har chi minegaram goee az man dar goriz ast be har che negh mikonam na ashenatar az an nadide am har rooz gharibe tar az pish be in donyaye khaki minegaram darigh az ashnaee.... ari man hata khod ra nemishensam ooje bolande boodanam ra gom karde am . ama delam bishtar az hame chiz khastare yaftane gom kardeye azize khodeshe. gom karde ii ke miane amaghe abie oghanoos az man joda shod va hich jaye digari dide nashod. gomkarde ii ke amad ,negaham kard( negahe khireye cheshmanash bar vojoodam naghsh baste ast) , dar man rishe kard , roshd kard va dar entaha mara tark goft. mibarad aseman bar tanpareye zaeefe shekasteam bar cheshmhaee ke dar entezare gom shode dar kenare sahel be darya zol zade ast . mibarad inja ke hich kas ashnaee nadarad va mibarad az deli ke abr alood gerye mikonad. va man che koodakane ghatreye ashke neshaste bar goonhayam ra baraye cheshidane mazeash dar dahan migozaram.shayad taravati dar hastie gomshode am naghsh bebandad.delam mikhast goonehay ashk aloode aseman ra miboosidam var dar aghoshe pake khisash jay migereftam. hala ke digar gom shode am darya ra be man tarjih dade ast che khoob ast be aseman bepeivandam .delam mikhahad parvaz konam var bar rooye tike abri sefid narm va ashkalood sar bogzaam va shanehaye khaste az zendegiam ra namnake ashkhayash konam... va hala donbale che migardam..donbale gom shodeii ke shayad roozi az amaghe abie oghianoos khaste shavad va dasti be sooyam deraz konad???ama hanooz hame barayam gharibe hastan va hich chiz neshani az oo nadarad.anghadr moztarebe gomshode am hastam ke hata khod ra gom karde am vahata degar vaghti be ayene negah mikonam neshani az khod nemibinam. ari hata paniz ra gom karde am.........